02 Dec 2006 by Clubarm / Wow. / c0mmento?

I haven't updated in a while...mostly because I know a lot of people don't read this. Maybe two, at most. How sad is that. Ah well.

So it turns out that I've been "temporarily" laid off. It feels weird, because I'm sitting here, after waking up from sleeping all day. Feels like Tuesday, due to the fact I USED to do such on Tuesday. It's Saturday now.

I've been trying to start a webcomic, and I'm just trying to figure out how the hell I want to try and make it. I have a few ideas, and it's just...crazy. I'm this close to starting one, and I'm blank. It's something I've been wanting to do for years, but I'm worried that I don't have enough skill in order to do so. I'll just have to work out the story some more.

Nothing else is going on...still trying to figure out changes / updates to make to this domain. Like make a gallery somehow, a story page, things like that. Just in general, I mean. I also play with graphics sometimes, so I make icons and everything...as well as layouts. Which I have a bunch strewn out on my very own computer. They're not that GREAT, but it's a start.

I swear to god, I wanna use this for something.

I hate dialup.

06 Oct 2006 by Clubarm / Holy FUCK. / c0mmento?

So, I log in, because I'm making a subdomain for a Xenosaga/Gears SL on AOL with some online friends, and in the bottom of the dreamhost account, I see numbers that make me say two words.

Look at the title for it.

What was once 78 gigabytes of disk space is a whole whopping 411.4 GIGABYTES. The bandwidth is even more insane -- it doubled. Going from 2.2 terrabytes, it's now 4.6 terrabytes.

I've been repeating a little mantra of nothing but "holy fuck" for the past ten minutes.

Dreamhost, can I have your babies?

28 Sep 2006 by Clubarm / Just, random crap? / c0mmento?

Wow. Boredom sucks so hard. Like...blowage. Don't look at me like that. XD;

I got sent home early today, again. If it wasn't for this last Sunday that I actually got to work a full day, this would be the...what...eleventh time now? I wish there was some sort of call in line to where we could go "Hey, do you need me to come in today?" and they tell you yay or nay.

Called my mom, she's doing okay with things. Still trying to get a job down in Arizona. She says her old job, the department of child services in Oregon, is still open and the people there are looking for someone to take her place. And she seems to think I would be absolutely wonderful for the job. I'm not so sure about it, because so many people call in, and everything. And, that's not the problem. People call in about abused children, shaken babies, everything. I mean, I have a surefire way to get me to not worry about it -- which just happens to be me saying "it's not my problem" over and over again in the back of my head. Mom says that's her way of doing things...but at the end of the day, it'd make me feel horrible.

But, it's eleven or twelve bucks an hour, and that's a two or three hour raise from what I do now. And it's closer to my home. It wouldn't hurt to try, now, would it?

I want to work on something so bad. I want to do something with the creative side of my brain, and...blah. I don't know what to work on. There's two things I can, and I just can't decide between which one. Both of them are from old roleplays, and they're both between me and the same person. One, however, which is a fantasy thing, is so much longer. We had to have like fifteen characters each, and that's before they started reproducing. Don't ask.

I've been trying to get a hold of a friend recently, because he just dropped off of the map. I'm worried about him, and I sent emails, tried calling him, but his phone is out of service...so I can't get a hold of him in any way. I happen to know the screennames of one of his friends, so maybe I can ask her in hopes that she can get in touch with him for me, or give me some sort of information I can go off of.

I don't know really what else to do for now. I'd make an art section for the site, or something...just a creative corner. I don't know. Something. I don't have the heart to work on anything HTML for a while. Bugs the crap out of me. I'm like that, sometimes, though. That, and I don't really wanna go through all of the trouble of making thumbnails and crap. XD;

I guess I'm just lazy.

Well, I guess that's it for now. I'll get around to something, I swear to god.